Friday, April 25

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Why is it that just hearing your name can cloud my day? Why did you lie? Why does it hurt instead of pissing me off? Why am I alone and you’re not? Why did you cry? How can I know that I deserve so much more than you and miss you at the same time?
Why can’t I just slap your face, good and hard, just once?
Or just not care anymore.


Seriously…


Does she have to be fat and unattractive?
That’s just bullshit.

11 Comments:

meno said...

She must feed some need that he has.

Excellent questions all. I wish i knew the answers.

The CEO said...

It's all about mutual need satisfaction. You miss him because he satisfied a lot of your needs that go unfullfilled at the moment. I'm sure that you satisfied the vast majority of his too. There was something he needed; she had it, you are probably better off because you don't know. Doesn't mean you're not still highly desireable!

Susan said...

I wish I could give you a hug. I think you need it.

NoRegrets said...

He's not alone because he chose someone who he deserves, and you are alone because you aren't with someone you don't deserve.

The CEO said...

{{{G}}}

Torrance Stephens bka All-Mi-T said...

yes it is bs. nice blog, hit me one day if u can

heartinsanfrancisco said...

Ohhh, honey. He was unworthy of you.

Here is a little meditation that came to me a long time ago when I was hurting over someone who gained my trust and then lied and cheated repeatedly:

Water seeks its own level, and I was frantically building dams to keep him on mine.

For some reason, this helped me. I give it to you in the hope that it will help you, too.

WNG said...

Thanks - all of you. I'm fine, it just slaps me in the face every once in a while. I'd apologize for the whining, but you're probably all used to it by now :)

Big Man said...

No need to apologize because it wasn't whining.

WNG said...

It was whining in my head - glad it didn't come out that way. I found some girl scout cookies in the back of the freezer (behind the vodka) and that fixed me right up :)

Gye Greene said...

Your time will come. :)

(In a good way; not an ominous way.)


--GG